Ready or not, here I come

It has been a trying time for me. I have been on a journey to rediscover what makes me feel truly present in my daily life.   If you are reading this then I am sure you are aware of my history.  I spent the first 16 years of my life with very minimal communication.  Just enough to communicate the basics.  When I found spelling to communicate it changed my whole life for the better, but it also meant that my whole life changed.  I was no longer the player on the sidelines, I was the quarterback.  Ask Foles, it ain’t easy.  It meant the decisions were mine to make.  I have to admit that it gets hard.  Some days I find myself so overwhelmed by the responsibility of making the right decisions.  It might sound crazy, but it is new to me.  I share these thoughts as a way of saying it’s okay if sometimes life gets the best of you.  I can admit that I feel that way sometimes.  But in this next season of my life I want to be as present in those moments of uncertainty as I am through every victory.  This is how to make the most of the time we have.